To play music rhythm in time it was always something difficult to me, with a metronome also. Basically I can not count time. On the other hand I have some intuition to compose simple music, and when I do it I don`t care for time and just concentrate myself in "how it sounds", if it sounds good, like I want, I memorize, and I am not thinking if it is a "triplet" or not. Notation is artificial. I would like to understand both systems, but it seems just to function my natural way. What should I do?
- Abandon Music;
- Forget notation and play by ear (develop ear skills);
- Compose and improvise and forget interpretation of the others work.