This is the most stupid question that you may hear in your life but I dont have anybody to help me here.
I always loved the sound of piano from my childhood but never took it seriously. In last few months I was listening to different piano pieces of Yiruma and Einaudi. I loved the sound so much that I decided to learn piano.
As my financial condition is extremely poor I may need to utilize my half a year savings to buy a basic digital piano. So I thought before I invest I should listen more and more piano in youtube to ensure that it does not happen that after couple of months I don't find it interesting and leave it entirely causing my precious money to go in vain.
So I started. When I was listening to different composers in youtube, except 5 or 6 pieces none of them is touching me. Pieces of Chopin, Beethoven felt like complete noise , other less complex works also did not felt good in ears. And now I am heavily confused whether to proceed or not.
Is it a normal phenomena for every beginners?
Can it happen that, as I dont know anything about piano, I am not able to understand the notes which is why I felt them uninteresting?
Can I generate my interest when I start learning it and learn more and more?
I believe I am overthinking (which I am expert in) due to my financial constraints. Kindly help me to take a decision...